"The world has grown a little unlovely, dont you think?"
Unloveliness is temporary.
Acute observations.
Perhaps not "the world", perhaps "one's world" is the only relevant reference.
I have experienced only one other thing that has been more physically painful (pain that lingers, pain that requires one to admit how small and weak and human they are...when one's stomach wretches and there is nothing but this screaming static in one's mind). Temporary. Fixable. A lesson of sorts.
A memorable 5th anniversary that will leave us laughing for years to come. The 4:00am unloveliness...temporary. The loveliness of your being--constant.