fighting the goal the entire way. not sure i care about it. just letting it tug me along. or the fact that i've not the time to execute on this and will be suffering through it...dramatic...not suffering...but it will never quite fit my life as it is today.
we were running for 2hrs when an ice cream truck passed by with the song from pirates in the carribean playing. we laughed, "it's a sign, it's a sign". coincidences.
when everything goes south...just focus on some (self-inflicted) conscious goal that is harder (and actually in your control). things that make you stronger. mind over matter. and good coincidences for fuel.