Should....

Should swim. Should run. Should bike. Should do sit-ups or push-ups or stretch or something productive. Not happening. Even reading Rinpoche seems a chore. I imagine this is exhaustion over taking me...that this is lack of sleep rearing it's ugly head. Drinking another Vanilla Soy Milk with Vanilla Protein mix...yup-yup...double the vanilla...my husband was kind enough to point this out to me--and no, I dont know why I chose both to be vanilla...but here is the newsflash: it tastes ok. It's fine. It's not too vanilla-ee. But if it was like strawberry/strawberry...it probably would be too berryish. I have absolutely no motivational...writing about mundane things like soy milk--a sign to go and reast. A sign to lie down and not move. A sign that I need to relax and breathe and let unconsciousness overtake me.